New Year, New me.

Hey!

Well the new year isn't starting out much different than last year, but thats not all by choice. haha! My friend Natalie came down to visit me. She's staying the 1-3rd. We ordered pizza last night and just being girls and having fun, eating food and playing games. That was the plan.
So my diet is ruined for these first 3 days. but its ok! I'm not discouraged!!
And i'm trying not to pout about being bloated right now (as the mother nature is knocking on my door....) because those 5 lbs-ish will go away in a week or so. And I'm looking up gyms and exercise things to join so i can stay motivated and push myself.
Looking for good deals. I'm not going to fail. I'm SICK of failing on this topic.
DONE!

Next topic. .. I haven't felt pouty. I think I really must have left some of those insecurities and bad feelings in 2010 like I wanted to. GOOD! Lets keep it that way.
And thankfully, my sweet friend Penny is letting me join her phone plan and I'll be saving LOTS of money on my phone bill. And I switched insurance so i'm saving a bit there too.
Still am in debt over my head... but maybe there's a way out...
Soon I'll find a 2nd job and it'll work out.
:)

Staying positive, hope your doing the same!

oh the new year

I haven't written on here much, i keep forgetting i have one. haha
But Its a new year 2010... i've been waiting for this year for a long time. I just feel like this year has more potential than any year so far...
A few of my resolutions this year:
1. lose weight. but gosh isn't that everyone's? haha
2. take some photography classes and get started on that.
3. get prepared to take some music production classes.
4. learn more guitar and play it more!
5. get to playing my keyboard more. :)
6. let go of my worries/doubts/fears about myself. I have SO many
7. forgive myself easier. i forgive everyone, but not me....


Ok well i'm sitting here watching Heroes, and i'm all distracted... so i better quit. :)